Hey people!! At least, those who still check back here. Anyway, I think I better post something here before everyone stops coming by to read this. I've had a rough month, like that one last post stated, and I know it's gonna be hard to get back to my old routine, but I'm gonna try. I've been going out to different places nearly every weekday night for the past month, and I'm tired out by all of it, and emotionally drained for reasons I really can't specify here, but I'm feeling so claustrophobic now. I guess I got used to actually doingsomething, and now I know I won't be. I hate it. I did it to myself tho. It's my own damn fault. I really believe what I need is a friend. I really don't have any friends around my area that I can go hang out with, or go do stuff with. I'm very lonely. And that's partly why what happened, happened.

Anyway, I don't know how I'm going to find any new friends. I guess that means I have to go do stuff by myself. Seriously, I've been exposed to different things, and I think I just need to get out and about, and maybe I will find someone to talk to. I love my friends online, altho I haven't talked to you guys in a million years-sorry about that!- and I still consider Carol a good friend, even tho I haven't talked to her for an extremely long time, but I really need someone close by. I think it's all I need. I do need some down time for myself, but I need this too.

I feel so very left out of things, because I kinda left everyone behind. I know I'm slightly different than I used to be, and I apologize for that, but I still kinda wish things were different than they've ended up to be. I may have to explain all these confusing references to you later, but not right now. I need time away from that.

In fact, I think I may get offline for a few minutes to call Carol. I need to talk to her. I really need to talk to her.

It feels so good to be back again, but I do need to tell you that my posting might be sporadic for a bit, just because I'm still working things through in my life, and I don't know that I will be able to maintain this every single day like I'd like to. Anyway, have a great night guys, and I hope everyone is doing well! In fact, let me know how you all are doing in the comments. I don't know that I'll have a lot of time to blog-read, so this may at least help me.

I will leave some quotes for you guys, because I feel so bad I've been away so long:

"Where does the family start ? It starts with a young man falling in love with a girl - no superior alternative has yet been found." --Sir Winston Churchill

"Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within." --James Baldwin

Anyway, talk to ya later!!

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Hey guys, sorry it's been a million years since I've last posted. I've just been really busy lately. I actually have a spare minute to type a quick post for ya. Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys know I was still here, and I hope to have a few minutes on Thursday to tell you about what's new since I last posted. I'd do it tomorrow, but I'm going to the flower show in Philly tomorrow, and I really don't believe that I'll have any time whatsoever to even type something up for ya.

Anyway, I hope everyone's doing well, and I wish you guys a good week. Bub bye!!!

From A Distance
Archibald MacLeish

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back." --Barbara DeAngelis